Jimmy.

"I wish we had officially dated."
















I wish I knew what I mean to you,
what I used to mean to you,
what were we.

I wish I knew if you still think about me,
if there's a part of you that wants to go back there.

I wish I still knew you.
I wish we were the same.
I wish time went by slower.

I wish I had never met you,
then I wouldn't have to miss you.

I wish things had been different,
but I wouldn't make them any different if I went back.

I wish there was a chance,
but I know there isn't.

I wish I could trust myself.
I wish my thoughts didn't lead me there,
all the time.

I wish I had ever had you.
I wish I had ever understood you.

I wish you were mine.

What do you want to do with your life? Family, career, personal goals, etc.

well, I am still in an age where I like to daydream and think that what I daydream is possible. I do change my mind very often, though. I'd really like to pursue a career in diplomacy, and while I thought that it would be too hard to conciliate that with having a family, my mother has conveniently showed her interest in travel around the world with me to babysit her grandchildren. LOL. since I know that a career in diplomacy is not something that happens overnight, I'd like to be a translator aswell, or while I try to be a diplomat. Since portuguese is gaining more influence because of Brazil (and I can fake a brazilian accent if that's needed! LOL.), and I'm already fluent in English, I could be a portuguese translator in England or Usa, for example, but I'd also like to learn Chinese and Japanese. I just know it will be hard for me to become fluent at those languages if I start learning them at 18, without having much contact at all with either so far.
Family wise, as I said, I want to have kids. I'm not sure if I want to get married, but even if I don't actually get married, I want a partner. someone to be there for me and to grow old with.
Other than that, I'd like to travel as much as I can, really, and try to contribute to stoping racism and intolerance, and basically any prejudice in the world, in some way.
I guess that's pretty much all that I have right now. I'll build my future while it happens, nothing is written in stone yet.

Ask me anything